An Idle mind..

I feel very lonely(Dejected by the awareness of being alone??). No, this is not loneliness. I never felt I was alone.

Now I feel very blank(Devoid of thought or impression??). So, what was I feeling??

And now I feel insane(Very foolish)! I also feel helpless(Unable to help oneself; powerless or incompetent??)..

No, I feel very emotional(Readily affected with or stirred by emotion) these days. Can be more appropriately stated as emotionally vulnerable( Susceptible to emotional injury). Yes, every silly thing troubles me a lot these days.

Why have I suddenly become emotionally vulnerable? Maybe, I am feeling insecure(Not sure or certain; doubtful) Insecure about what? My future? But is there anyone whose future is secured??

Actually I am simply feeling bored(To fatigue with dullness) and as they say, an idle mind is ..
Err.. Or am I feeling like a devil??

Yes, I decided to write...

It has been sometime since I created a space on the web to pen my thoughts. But how much ever I tried, I could not write a single word!! But now.. I feel so lost, so confused and so lonely that I decided to write something..

Yes, I always felt that I was in a wonderland.. Every moment, life surprised me.. this world surprised me..

I am now in a brand new part of this wonderland, the United kingdom! When others were here, I felt they were pretty lucky. It looked stylish in their orkut profiles, So&So, London, United Kingdom and then some jhakaas photo along. But I always knew, things are never very rosy.. anywhere..
Now I sit and wonder, how different it is to be in a place which you feel, belongs to you.. To be among people, whom you feel care for you..

This moment, I am full of gratitude to all those who care for me.. And I know, this moment, has made me a better human being..