An Idle mind..

I feel very lonely(Dejected by the awareness of being alone??). No, this is not loneliness. I never felt I was alone.

Now I feel very blank(Devoid of thought or impression??). So, what was I feeling??

And now I feel insane(Very foolish)! I also feel helpless(Unable to help oneself; powerless or incompetent??)..

No, I feel very emotional(Readily affected with or stirred by emotion) these days. Can be more appropriately stated as emotionally vulnerable( Susceptible to emotional injury). Yes, every silly thing troubles me a lot these days.

Why have I suddenly become emotionally vulnerable? Maybe, I am feeling insecure(Not sure or certain; doubtful) Insecure about what? My future? But is there anyone whose future is secured??

Actually I am simply feeling bored(To fatigue with dullness) and as they say, an idle mind is ..
Err.. Or am I feeling like a devil??